Current mood:

Life

Life has been o k a y, recently.

I have officially done with most of my degree semesters, 

one more semester as an intern then I'm done for good. 

But I get this blank feeling a lot lately. 

It hits me when I was alone or being at some place 

I always visit with certain people, like old friends or so.

It hits me today, 

when I was walking quietly on my way to my car

after I done my groceries.

It was a quiet evening, 

at a place I grew up visiting at least once or two weeks. 

And I start to reflect on myself. 

See how much I have grown, 

I'm not that little high school girl 

who has school on Monday anymore.

How weird that everything has changed.

It just feels weird. 

I guess maybe 

life is just a cycle of you mess things up

but continue to move on anyway. 

Things you thought it will stay forever?

They usually don't. 

Yes, there are regrets.

There are people I wanna reconnect as I grew up

but you know, 

things are not going to be like how it used to be anymore.

There's no turning back in life.

You live with the regrets, 

reminding you with every breath you take.

But still, 

promise yourself. 

Make sure you will always try,

make sure the rest of your life, 

the best of your life.