Purpose

People come and go, thats so inevitable.

I am now a firm believer of 

everything happened for a reason.

I asked myself a lot, 

on failed relationships, 

broken trust and 

insecurities. 

I blame myself for feeling so small. 

I blame myself for pushing people away. 

I blame myself for not taking enough chances,

for not saying the right things,

for do not have the guts to say things when I'm suppose to say it.

But I soon realise, 

maybe everything is meant to be (?)

Maybe if I said that/done that, things will get worst?

I choose to believe that now is good. 

Everything that happened are leading me to the right way. 

It is suppose to happen. 

Every decision in our life, is the best decision we are suppose to make.

Just like meeting people. 

People come into our life 

and walk out of it after that. 

Everyone's gonna leave, there's no exception.

Yes, your love might stay with you till the end of your time, 

but still, you have to leave when you die right?

I believe that god gives everyone who walks into our life a purpose. 

Once they have served their purpose, they will leave. 

It is not your fault darling, they just done their purpose. 

You are suppose to be happy for them. 

You need to stop blaming yourself. 

Be grateful for the things they have done for you. 

Be grateful they keep you accompanied. 

They make you feel so loved, happy. 

They let you know you are worthy of love. 

In fact, so much more than that. 

I used to tell people I love I will be forever grateful.

And I really am.

I didn't say that just to make them happy.

I'll be forever grateful on your existence in my life, 

for keeping me accompany, 

making me so so happy, 

making me feel loved

and 

tell me I am worth it. 

I just want to say thank you 

to everyone who has come into my life.

I hope you're still in my life, 

but if God decided that you have served your purpose,

I will be happy enough to give you a hug & say goodbye. 

I hope I've served my purpose well in your life too.

I hope you serve your purpose on other's life 

just as well and wonderful as you served yours on mine.