now playing- already home
Please forgive me if my writing gives you too much of negativity,
please let me indulge in sadness a little longer,
it is the only thing that keeps me alive right now.
Its weird isn't it. Its like you tried your hardest to make everything works between you two.
But things are not going into places.
That was the moment I feel completely helpless & speechless.
I don't understand why I want it so badly to work can turn into something which is
totally opposite.
I always thought if you work harder, you'll get what you want, eventually.
I am really happy I found thoughtcatalog.com
They have a lot of articles or even stories about love
and of course, some motivation articles for me.
Reading those beautiful articles make me want to update my blog more.
I appreciate beautiful words, poetry and lyrics.
People around me know that I love TS.
I love how she always have that talent to write lyrics that can go into people's heart.
I would like to share some beautiful sentences/lyrics I found online here,
mostly sad sentences, as always.
"Whatever the reason, it is still hard. It is hard to recognize you aren’t the one for me. I get teary-eyed when I listen to songs that make me think of you. But I know it will get easier, it has to get easier"
"You are a light in a dark day. But the pain of our constant, never-ending misunderstandings is not worth it. I need peace in my life above all else. I need respect from a partner who is on my same level."
"When I think about never, ever seeing you again it makes my stomach flop. I cannot bear the thought of it. But you are like my own personal unhealthy addiction and I will continue to take it “one day at a time” as I take care of myself first."
"I am not sure if it makes any easier – the fact that I know that I am doing the right thing by walking away. It doesn’t really matter. What I do know is my life and my future will be better this way. There are other people in this world that I can make a relationship work with. It just happens to not be with you, my favorite person."
(All from thoughtcatalog.com)
They say love makes people grow, now I know.
"And you call me up again, just to break me like a promise, so casually cruel in the name of being honest"
- All too well, TS.
goodnight.
