Almost is never enough.

Well, I should be writing my law homework now but Spotify decide to play this song and suddenly my mind gets blank.

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I remember telling J this song when we are still friend and weren't that close yet. I like this song so much and wanna share it with him. So when this song comes up now, the memories come back again, haunting me. 

I was doing well, until we start talking again. I thought I was doing good and I thought that wound finally heal a bit. Well, i guess its not. It still hurts, my mind is very good at covering up and pretend that everything is fine.

I have read about why 'almost' is the saddest word off all time. 'We almost make it' 'She almost say yes' 'He almost stay'. We all know where does almost lead, it means they didn't make it. Its just almost. Just like me and J.