Priority

We are human, we have emotion, we love, we hate and we cry.

We have so many chapters in our life, chapter about high school, chapter about college, chapter about love. 

You think this is forever, you think this situation will last forever but boom, you life starts a new chapter again. Before you even notice. Nothing's forever baby.

We set our priority. From who are we going to have meal with to who are we going to spend our life with. 

I think all of us are very clear about our own priority, we are all clear about who we like to spend time with. 

How weird that there will always be someone you will say 'yes' to when it is really inconvenient to you because you like them that much, it is a happy thing to sacrifice for them, for sure, you do not take that as scarification because you do it all out of your willingness, you are happy to do so. This is priority. 

I need someone like that, not because I ask for too much.

Its because I deserve it, 

and I will do the same for you. 

Since your action has made it so clear for me,

'I am sorry' really means nothing to me. 

You don't even have to apologise,

we all make choice, and I totally understand.

You know right.

-we make time for people that is important for us, 

we choose them everyday-

Almost is never enough.

Well, I should be writing my law homework now but Spotify decide to play this song and suddenly my mind gets blank.

I am surprise that my blog still have some readers, thanks for all the advices and comfort words after you guys read the last post, much appreciated. <3 i="">

I remember telling J this song when we are still friend and weren't that close yet. I like this song so much and wanna share it with him. So when this song comes up now, the memories come back again, haunting me. 

I was doing well, until we start talking again. I thought I was doing good and I thought that wound finally heal a bit. Well, i guess its not. It still hurts, my mind is very good at covering up and pretend that everything is fine.

I have read about why 'almost' is the saddest word off all time. 'We almost make it' 'She almost say yes' 'He almost stay'. We all know where does almost lead, it means they didn't make it. Its just almost. Just like me and J.