My 20

I can't belive I am turning 20 this year, like seriously. I am an adult now (???)

okay

Time to accept this truth, I am turning 20 this year.

Let's talk about the celebration!

I had my birthday dinner with my boyfriend at 32 Mansion. 

Thanks for bringing me to this beautiful restaurant & the beautiful present, Josh. 

Thank you Josh, thanks for the effort.

you're always the sweetest.

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Turning 20 means a lot to me,

its like a reminder.

It reminds me to start taking things seriously.

Not to say I don't take things seriously before that, its like I should start to listen to the little voice in me aka my instinct. 

I always feel that I lost the little 'perfectionist habit' in me since I was 13. 

I was kinda a perfectionist when I am in primary school, I will always try my best in everything I do.

But this habit is gone after I graduated from primary school. Maybe I was shy in high school, I don't have the guts to voice out my opinion, I don't try as hard as I was in primary school in exam or even other competitions, or maybe I just get lazy by age :o Hahahahaha

Other than that,

Do things that make me happy instead of telling myself to fake happiness.

I want to be honest to myself, I am not going to compromise because in the end, I am the only one that are going to be responsible for my own feelings. 

It is your responsible to make yourself happy not others.

My goal is to sleep happily and soundly every nights, no more tears and sadness following me to sleep.

Always stay true to myself.

And lastly, 

I want to say thank you to this wonderful woman, my mom.

Thanks for raising me in your way, I am really proud of who I become today.

yes, your baby girl is turning 20 and she will try her best 

to make you proud. 

Thanks for everything mummy, love you a lot.

kiss&hugs