Now playing- runnin'
I am growing now, not physically but mentally. I can feel it when i catch myself telling myself to look at things differently and try to fit into other people's shoes. I don't know is this good but I hope its not going to make things worst. Shits happen, maybe other people don't think its a big thing, but it secretly destroy you and leave scars.
yes, its really funny how i get upset over these. Maybe this is how feelings work. You get disappointed on things you thought you wouldn't mind but in fact, it kills you. It swallows a little part of you and makes you extra sensitive every time you mention it.
I am trying to get over it. And i guess i did. I will grow stronger instead of being so insecure. Now i finally realised how insecure i can be, and how sensitive. Please bear with me xx
But, I might get over, but i won't forget. Well, how bad i wish i can forget and just go back to the start.
'Thats the thing about pain, it demands to be felt' - Tfios
