I just realise I get extra sensitive these days (Well especially after i started to get into relationship). I don't know if its a good thing or a bad thing. I tried not to care so much, not to let other things affect my emotion but I just can't. Its slowly consuming me, it makes me feel empty & sad. Maybe I get a little more insecure day by day. I compare everyone I met with myself, damn it capricorn. My sunshine fades a little everyday especially in some mood-swing-day. I feel guilty for being such a selfish girlfriend, I know my boyfie have done nothing wrong but I'll still get mad with him. I'll pick all those little things out & make myself suffer, make myself think that its not worth to take this risk, its not worth to do these things, one day it'll all fade no matter how determine the person is. Maybe the truth that are surrounding me is making lose hope about love, nothing last.
Disappointment //
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