20 April

Good morning fellas! Yours truly is in inti now. Finally gonna start her degree course. Kinda excited kinda nervous. Everything still looks fun for me, for now except my timetable is really sucks cuz my classes are mostly at the evening. Well, ill get used to that, i guess. One more new thing about this time is my sis is with me! She's taking diplomma in inti too :) Lucky her who have someone to accompany and guide her and be her driver. Still remember i was a total lost kid when my first time here. Miss some of my friends who didn't continue their study at here, yea, I'm talking bout you John.  So many places in here reminded me those good old times we have. Anyway, I still got my boyfriend and sister here :D 

Hope everything goes smooth. 

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Hello! Orientation day in 3 days time, omg im so excited! Of course im afraid that i won't be able to make new friends, as you know, im suck at making friend with stranger (just a little better than my sis) *teehee*. She's going to the same college with me too. It'll be extra fun cuz she'll be there, at least i don't need to drive alone. And, i can see my boyfriend more :o We are all in the same intake. Hope that everything go smooth and this course will be more fun and interesting x

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- in need of quietness -

There are days when I don't feel like talking, when i don't feel like communicate with people, i guess its today. Get annoyed when i woke up this morning and i guess it just affect my mood. Went out for a ride, get back home feeling better but ice cream makes me feel sick again. It was suppose to cheer me up, i mean it indeed cheered me up when i start to eat it, but i think the ice cream aftermath come.
I ate too much, wanting to make myself happy faster but i think it doesn't work but worsen it.

I like to think when I'm driving. I don't know why i feel so relax when I'm driving. I can think and think and think. As we grow up, I think one of the thing we had learn is to accept. We'll start to accept the fact that you can't get certain things you want even though you want it so bad. Sometimes choices make us, we just don't get to choose. This is my thought for today. Sorry for the craps.

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